2nd unforgettable skin incident

Something bad happened to me today. Never have I ever thought that Im going to experience it again. It happened once before due to the viral black mask that claim to make your skin super soft and is good for your skin but today my skin barrier damage again. You see, last night I tried something new. If you followed my whatsapp story very closely, you will know that I'm trying new product n my face. It was a Face Milk Scrub. I will not mention the brand cos i believe that I might hancurkan business orang if I mention any brand names here. So before further let me share with you the timeline of my skin destruction.

So last night around 9 ish, i wanted to take luxurious and relaxing shower by using 2 new products. It was body scrub and that milk face scrub. Honestly after shower atu I didnt feel much..nyaman rasanya but this happened sama mcm incident black mask ganya bezanya masa black mask, my nose tarus bedarah but for yang ane inda. So the whole night, I didnt sleep well..lets just say me mimpi scratching my face but i think lah..ive been scratching it in reality psl when i woke up subuh tadi..i was still mcm gosok my face rah my baju..u know mcm irritating bah.. but 1 thing ah..i dont wake up meliat ceramin..i woke up and tarus buka heater and bangunkan my eldest cos today ia ada exam ugama. Sis gagas lah ah..usually i will take quick shower but psl sis masane cuti solat so sis tarus lah ke dapur untuk buat breakfast for Hana and AJ. Again ignoring my skin rasa gatal and Hana staring me like she just saw a ghost. Then quickly after Hana punya toast siap..i let cheese toast AJ masih dlm toaster and masuk dlm bilik. But this time psl sis banar2 rasa gatal atu menjadi2.. honestly me tekajut and start crying when i see my face d ceramin. Yes. me nangis and guess what it make it worse psl my skin in contact with water... padihnya kan mati. But me nda dpt nangis batah2 psl i smell something burn in the kitchen basically its AJ punya toast. baik jua nda hitam banar and still edible. 

So i keep hiding my face dari Aj the whole morning cos i dont want kana ceramah khas atau he start saying mcm2 but masa time Aj sedang bebaju, i rest my face on his shoulder supaya he cannot see my skin dakat2 plus he is not using spec so sis assume ia nda kan nampak clearly what happened tapi u know what my face panas and ia tagur "eh..panas jua? are you okay?".. so i kinda explain lah yang my skin gatal but assure him not to worry.

But once dorang jalan, i panicked! Yes me panic sebab i feel like what ever it is happening makin mencucuk ke dalam. So masa mandi, i decided to ditch all my normal routine psl i know any contact with skincare could make it worse. so cuci pakai air bersih and sejuk saja. Subahanallah padihnya berabis sampai sis tenangis again.. it was painful..lapas mandi the red bump makin jelas. Very clear that i cant hide it from my mum. So me laju2 bebaju and head off to clinic. I wanted private clinic supaya laju so i went to TK Chan cos i know dorg best skin doctor for kids and even me sendiri pernah ksana bu guess what, it was still close and parking memang payah that area. So i tried to stay calm and try to remember what helps me with my skin issue in the past. JOSEPHINE..and cream NINI HJH KIAH. so i tried to contact both of them.Alhamdulillah, Jospehine can see me immediately and kesian she has to bring anaknya pakai baju sekolah ke saloon to help me. Mudahan Allah panjangkan umurnya and permudahkan urusannya..mudahan luas rezekinya for her sacrifice tadi. So she instantly assist me with my skin. she told me the same thing in the past, the routine..she cant do much selain help me to soothe. she use light theraphy yang sebenarnya untuk mengurangkan bangkak di muka after facial.. she also help me with camomile soothing mask which i tell you help me with the irritation. Inda hilang but sis nda berapa begaru after that. but when she try to wash my face..setiap kali she want to apply something she would ask me if i feel painful..itchy..or anything. Alhamdulillah mengurang..no its not gone.. in the past this took 1 month to heal and months to fully recover. So after jumpa Josephine, i know the drill not to expose my skin to anything that can make my skin gatal including bepaluh di kawasan muka, sunlight sebab seriously my skin barrier hancur and i cannot use sunscreen for now. Lapasa Josephine, i went to pharmacy to get medication untuk help me with allergic reaction which i hope..i really hope it will work. I sleep the whole afternoon with my hands bebalut tuala to make sure if i scratch my face time tidur pun me nda direct pakai my kuku to scratch.

so now thats it. The story how my skin barrier hancur again. You see, you must have wonder kan apa my action to the skin product atu..what happened and all? Let me save that part and some advice for my next post. For now, baca tah dulu my penderitaan on DAY 1 since ramai berabis yang tanya what happened and why i cancel plan today. 

I want to Thank Abd Quddus for his dart service sebab sanggup last min entertain unschedule pick up for Mamacar and ambil Hana ugama and singgah ke sumbangsih to get lunch for my family.. Nurul Jannah for her runner services yang last min have to buy my cream dari NINI HJH KIAH and send it to my place.. Kaka din for emergency cash untuk belikan my cream..(Jannah, u really need to start applying for BIBD!) cos kaka din ngam with Jannah and i need it emergency and told her not to go there ASAP psl nini hjh kiah kan jalan.. Mamacar for looking after Sarah when i was in panicked.. Josephine for your help and im not sure if your son sekolah pagi or ptg but i hope ptg and he didnt missed his school... AJ for calmly send my daughters ke sekolah during noon psl usually i also turun mengantr so that sorang dapat tunggu kereta. AA for trying to calm me. true bestfriend cos he was there masa first incident happened. so yg first time far worse and my skin rusak right in front of his eyes lapas our final presentation.. Suci for endlessly help me for my curhat session the whole morning while waiting for Josephine sampai psl if ever anything related to skin issue, she knows we always talk and consult each other. 

Ya Allah, i hope that i will recover soon. Hancur berabis my self esteem with my skin condition now. not just that, seksa rasanya padih tekana air and also kesakitan if tekana matahari mcm vampire saja. Last time it happened, i have to kana bawa ke emergency for overdosage of Vitamin C sebab Vitamin C help skin recovery so i overdose myself by taking high in quantity and mg. me buat mcm gula2 and air nda cukup. but i hope me lebih berakal lagi kali ane. Aamiin.


P/s: sorry if this article and gambar disturbing. Also, to anyone yang ada jual skin product, its not the right time to iklan rahku..and im sorry if im not responding to text. I'm focusing on my healing. Thank you.